The Finale From 14.
Forgive me in embers
It’s time to be alive again.
I wrote that on the 29th of October, 2011. In this bedroom. Here, on this bed.
It’s strange to look back at the person that I was only seven or eight months ago. You talk about that sort of time and it doesn’t sound like much, but it can make an entire world of difference.
I was so angry. And I was bitter. I can’t even describe it. But that was all a part of me - just as much as my happiness shall be now. I have learnt more about the person who sits in this bed in the last few months than I have done in many years of my life before that. I can’t say what’s going to happen now, but I have grown.
The footsteps I have taken to lead me here are a part of me. Those I took backwards, as well as those forwards.
I know that this year has been worth it, and now all I can do is what I was born to do.
Move forwards.
And be happy. Whenever I can be.
Thank you, Number 14.
Now it’s time to keep going.
